sleep

sleeping has become such a treasured state

when you sleep, you dream

my dreams are the only place that i’ll ever be able to hear your voice and hug you again..

in my dreams, I can say everything I wish I had said

I understand now why people sleep through the days

they’re trying to bring something dead back to life for a brief moment  

Cold Summer

A summer love
that stretches into fall
and then into winter
but it crashes upon the cold
leaving an icy feeling
in her heart
that lasts for years to come
no goodbyes or farewells

just disappearance

like a snowflake once it hits the blanket of snow

Dreams v.s. Reality

Throughout time
how am I supposed to distinguish
dreams between reality?
You left me at only the small age
of 18.
I was only 16.
When I am 50, you will still be 18.
How can I tell stories of you
if I don't even know if they're real?
Death is a strange thing.
One second you're next to me, smiling.
The next day
you're lying flat on the ground,
oozing blood to all that surrounds.