Withdrawals

As I lay in my bed

only this dark room surrounds me.

All I can hear

are a few lonely cars

passing outside my window.

My pillow slowly becomes

more damp

with my tears.

I miss you...

wherever you are now.

My body is cold 

even though there are 

stacks of blankets 

covering me.

There's a feeling in my stomach 

that tells me

I'm going to be sick.

Please come back.

            I'm so

lost

                  without 

       you.

Dreamy Night Car Rides

Sitting in the back seat
with your head
against my shoulder
but you have
dozed off
into a peaceful sleep
and I sat there
moving the hair
from your closed eyelids,
admiring all that
you are.
I never wanted
to leave
that moment.